Yeah, I cut my hair, close the blinds

Play Hallelujah like two dozen times

And yesterday, I tried to pray

But I didn't know what to say

 

I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up

Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed

Don't even try to go out with my friends

Lied to my doctor, she knew I was fakin'

Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em

I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry

+this is just making me nuts... this damn world.